so the moment I knew that Isaac had a fighting chance , was a day before his birth. they had scheduled an ultrasound to see if it was even worth keeping me at risk for him anymore there comes a point with preeclampsia helps syndrome that the baby is safer on the outside and for the mother it is life saving to deliver the baby as soon as possible. At this point I opted to wait as long as I could so Isaac's lungs had time to develop a little bit more, ideally they wanted to wait till Christmas but the ultrasound on Monday revealed that he was going to be better off being delivered a day early then to hold out till Christmas. To say I was scared would be an odd comment I was heavily drugged on magnesium to prevent me from having a seizure from the high blood pressure everything was a blur. In the moments that I would get scared I just remembered that God had already written my story nothing I did and nothing I would choose would change my story. Matt, Isaac, and when I went down for the ultrasound, I was really looking forward to seeing my little boy once again through technology.............
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